God, I can't seem to get my head straight for the life of me. There's just been too much going on. I mean in the past few weeks I just feel like my life has been uprooted. And its so out of control. And I don't know how to deal.
I still don't know what to do about my brotherl.
I'm trying to help Nicole, which is hard because I still don't trust her completely... but it's coming back. Especially since she told her parents the whole truth and she told the cop the whole truth.
I don't know. She's been getting texts from her ex-boyfriend. Creepy things like 'Damn it's so dark up here. No moon.' and 'It's so easy for me. You're always in one of two places. Western or home. I know where you sleep. I know where your friends live. You can't hide' and 'do you love your mommy and daddy?'... shit like that... it's been making me paranoid, plus he said something about before killing himself, he'd drive up here and take people down with him.
But now he's in jail... at least for the weekend. Picked him up on felony harassment, i think. Maybe domestic violence or something. He pulled a knife on her. And he's been following her and staking out her place. One time he followed her when one of our other friends was with her in the car.
But I don't know, those things don't mess me up. I've never been good at shaking people off. I don't want to shake her off. I don't know... she's kinda my fucking family.
I'm so glad it was dark in the car when we were driving cuz one of the songs hit me and i couldn't stop crying.
Why can't life be simple?
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